SAFETY ANYONE?;
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Hellos all.
PTM stinks.
Cause.
Idk why.
It just stinks.
LOL.
My condust was VERY GOOD.
But i think is not very good.
._.
Whatever.


Yesterday was.
Well.
Heaven? o.o
Went to escape with sam.
Couldn't ask other friend to go ):
Cause.
Only got 2 ticket o.o
So i asked sam :D
Well.
Played.
Then shopped.
Then went home.
Simple as ABC.
Okays.
Bye readers.
Idc whether is there any readers though.
BYEBYE :D
LOL.

Alibaba is my husband.
Don't touch touch him ar.

5:45 PM

Friday, May 29, 2009

Hellos :D
Uhms.
Now in school.
Now is.
I don't know.
LOL.
Whatever.
RECESS TIME !

BYEEEE.

L: Hungry.
YF: I am cheese :D
RL: he tikwando de mai siaosiao
L: ._.
XW: coffee si bei shuai !! :DD
YF: neh neh also shuai!!!
S: Suck ah !!!!
E: milo also veh shuai uhs ;D
L: LOL. Weirdos. Destory my blog ahs?
ALAMAKS! ):<
RL: can faster go ? i hungry
L: Okays. Let's go bah.
Go eat first lah.
BNYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEYBEYEBYEB
NINABU LA.
LOL. x:

9:34 AM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Innocence.
Bleahs o.o
I am posting with my cousin's lappy.
My mother removed my com wire.
!@#$%^&*()_+
LOL.
Okays.
I'll come back asap(:

Bye all.
Take care.
Anything,
Message me or call me(:


Love'd.

JOCELYN JOCELYN
JOCELYN :D

8:19 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

Umm.


Hellos all.


I'm now, ultra.


Bad mood.


So umm.


Yeahs.


Not in a good mood to post.


But.


I still have to post anways.


So.


Ya.


Post about.


How much my results sucked?


Idc anyways.


ah,


How am i doing in school?


Idc too.


How much i want to do.


Oh this will do(:



So, i'm in th.


I-want-to-die state now.


Could simply just jump off th 14th storey.


It doesn't make a difference to singapore population(:


Just one person gone :D


Lols.


Whatever.


Lalalala~


LOl.


Ahhs,


Audi hack cannot use.


Maple private server guy ._.


Jocelyn is a homo.


Lol.


whatever again.


Idc lah.


Just a game. o.o


It only matters whether i'm a girl in RL.


I think, this rocks(:


Well,


I look pathetic. LOL.


Whatever~


o.o


ahh,


I need to talk to nicholas cheng now ._.


ya, you guys can think all you want.


It's not like i have a major crush on him or what?


He's just a FRIEND(:


Whatever.


Ya.


Bye.


I don't want to post anymore.


This irritates me.


Considering closing this fcuking blog down.


Have fun while you can.



Love isn't what i think it is.


It kills.


It just killed me.


Makes me want to cry.


You killed me with your words.


It hurted.


Sorry doesn't make any diffrence

My ilys doesn't make any difference, does it?

4:31 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Tagged by no one. Probably samantha,
But she said.
If you want to do it.
You do it. o:
So i want to do it.
LOL.


001. Real Name ; Jocelyn Tay Wan Qi.
002. Nick Name ; Joyce, Lyn, Bangbang, ahbangs, many more.
003. Star Sign ; Leo.
004. Maple or Female ; Female.
005. Elementary ; PCF? o.o
006. Middle School ; Yumin P. School.
007. High School ; Pei Hwa S. School?
008. Hair Colour ; Brownish black.
009. Long or Short hair ; Long?
010. Loud or Quiet ; Loud.
011. Sweats or Jeans ; Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera ; Phone.
013. Fruits or Fried Food ; Both.
014. Drink or Smoke ; Drink.
015. Do you have a crush on someone ; Yeahs. Big one. ):
016. Eat or Drink ; If i can survive without either one. I would be grateful.
017. Piercings ; 3 o.o
018. Tattoos ; If i can get one. I would(:
019. Been in an areoplane ; Yes. To Beijing(:
020. Been in a car accident ; Arsehole, are you cursing me?
021. Been in a first fight ; If i fight. I'll bring 3 numbers with me. o: (999)
022. Been in a relationship ; Yes.
023. First Best Friend ; Clara.
024. First Piercing ; When i was veh veh veh young probably 3?
025. First award ; Can't remember. Too many.
026. First Crush ; When i was. 9 or was it 10? Oh it was, 9 yeah o.o
027. First Fashion Sense ; Whut crapping ni? x:
028. First Vacation ; I didn't go on a vacation. And refuse to.
029. Last person you talked to ; My brother. I just scolded him o.o
030. Last person you texted ; Azhar o:
031. Last person you watch movie with ; Idk, it's too long ago x:
032. Last food you ate ; My stomach ._. Hungry now ):
033. Last Movie you watched ; Forgotten, veh long ago ):
034. Last song you listened to ; Samantha's blog song ._.
035. Last thing you bought ; A packet of soup fishball noodles for my brother(:
036. Last person you hugged ; Probably samantha o.o
037. Favourite Food ; Edible food :3
038. Favourite Drink ; Pokka drinks with an exceptional of lemon tea x:
039. Favourite clothing ; Jeans and tees? I'm so girly x:
040. Favourite Books ; Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, (God, i love them hell much.)
041. Favourite music ; Nice de luhs. Not nice mai call me listen x:
042. Flowers ; Black roses(If they exist. lol.), blue roses, red roses.
043. Favourite Colour(s) ; Black, white, red, all shades blue, purple, Hot Pink.
044. Movies ; Romance?, Funny, Sadistic, LOL x:
045. Positions ; Hmms?
046. [_] Kissed in th snow.
047. [_] Celebrated Halloween.
048. [恨] Had your heart broken.
049. [恨] Went over th minutes on your cell phone.
050. [恨] Someone questioned your sex orientation.
051. [恨] Came out of a closet.
052. [_] Gotten pregnant.
053. [_] Had an abortion.
054. [恨] Done something you've regretted.
055. [恨] Broke a promise.
056. [恨] Hid a secret.
057. [恨] Pretended to be happy, Always did.
058. [恨] Met someone who change your life.
059. [恨] Pretended to be sick, once or twice x:
060. [恨] Left th country, for holiday :3
061. [爱] Tried something you normally wouldn't and you liked it.
062. [恨] Cried over th most silliest thing.
063. [_] Ran a mile, How much is a mile? o.o
064. [爱] Went to th beach with your best friend.
065. [_] Stayed single a whole year.
066. Eating ; Ya o.o
067. Drinking ; Ya o.o
068. I'm about to ; Coughed, i just did.
069. Listening to ; Samantha's blog song.
070. Plans for today ; Going Bugis Junction, Vivo sky park, Come home late :3
071. Waiting for ; Time to arrive +_+
072. Want kids ; Idk x:
073. Want to get married ; Idk too x:
074. Careers in mind ; Counseller o: Lmaos x:
075. Lips or eyes ; Eyes.
076. Taller or shorter ; Taller.
077. Romantic or Spontaneous ; Both.
078. Nice stomach or nice arms ; Nice arms.
079. Sensitive or loud ; Loud.
080. Hook up or relationship ; relationship.
081. Lost glasses or contacts ; Nopes o: at least tht's what i think x:
082. Ran away from home ; If i could, i will, i want my parents to appreciate me.
083. Hold a gun or knife for self defence ; No. Hold a knife for cutting wrist :D
084. Killed somebody ; If i could kill someone, i will first kill, Fabian >:D
085. Broken someone's heart ; i have th power to do tht too?
086. Been arrested ; Nope. Hope never will be.
087. Cried when someone die ; Who won't?
088. Trouble-maker or hestiant ; Both x:
Do you believe in ;
089. Yourself ; Self-confidence? Sadly i don't have any.
090. Miracles ; Yes.
091. Love at first sight ; No.
092. Heaven ; Yes.
093. Santa Claus ; No.
094. Sex on first date ; If they want it. They don't get it :D
095. Kiss on first date ; Probably.
Answer truthfully ;
096. Is there a person you want to be with right now ; Yes.
097. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ; No.
098. Do you believe in god ; Yes, i do. God loves me too(:
099. Who is th most important person ; My family and friends and gans.
100. What do you want most in life ; A better phone though i just changed one :3
This is th 100 questions quiz.
Do it if you want.
But.
NICHOLAS CHENG.
You must do :D

8:06 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009

Today was my day.
I thought I would fail to live through today.
More than happy to serve at your call.
More than happy to be dead for you.
More than happy,
To love you, th way you want.
I cry because I want you.


Post Status: 104th post.
Mood: Lifeless. Emo. Freaked.
Day: Friday.
Date: 22th May 2009.
Hellos all(:
Emo biatch posting.
LOL.
Whatever lahszxc.
Umms.
Today,
School was not fun at all.
Well, school wasn't even suppose to be fun o.o
First period was,


Chinese.
Ms Ng and Mdm Song let us check our.
Log what uhs?
I don't know.
But it was meant for th results de lah.
Then check lohs.
No error.
Signed. o.o
If got error.
I won;t forgive myself.
Cause i signed tht shyt. x:
Well, i'm pretty sure there isn't any error.
If there is, i'll just jump off th building.
LOL.
Second period was.


Science.
We went to Science Lab to do experiments.
Well, i didn't enjoy ):
You know.
In foul mood mahs.
So nothing caught my interest.
Don't be surprised. :D
LOL.
So we did our experiments.
I was laughing th whole lesson.
But they ain't real.
So idc. o.o
Next up,


Recess.
Well,
Luck sucked. o:
I have really foul luck lately o.o
It's like.
100% of my luck have been used up during exams period.
I keep "bumping" into Nicholas T. o:
As in.
Saw.
Not Bump o.o
Lols.
So, i mind my own business. o:
Got over.
Bye.
Next was,


Maths.
Miss Kannu was,
Kind of fun today.
Kind of o.o
Samantha, Xiu Wei and Me was like talking about tomorrow o.o
And i was like.
"Tomorrow who free ah? Can help me take care my di mah?"
Then everyone was like.
"Sorry, not free."
"Huh? Di ah? Mai la."
"No."
"Cannot cannot! I want play computer."
"You siao ah?"
._.
Waste effort asking lah.
It's okays.


CME & English.
Mrs Kang and Ms Ng came in.
We did th log something again.
Check marks :D
Signed.
Then discuss about th Tree Of Life thing.
P.S.
AH SENG AND GUANG WEI SO CUTEEEEEEE.
I told 7bang.
"Eh, walan, they sibei cute siolzxc. Eh, sam. Pei me go in. I want jio one of them."
Then whole 7bang was like.
Pheng at my joke.
HAHA.
Then discuss Class tee thing.
Then settled lohs.
-TING TING TING TING TING-
Bell rang.
Go home.
No CCA :D
So bus-ed home with samantha. o:
So,
Had fun o:
didn't dare to touch Private Server today o:
Now talking to samantha.
She download Private Server.
Now going play with her.
So Ah bye :D


Spirits tht enlighten.
God tht watch over me.
Just 7 letters, one word, one meaning.
Thanks :D
Amen.


6:51 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Hellos all :D
103th post.
Veh happy.
But hellzxc addicted to private server.
Thanks to Dominic.
He made me addict.
And now. HE'S(Not Dominic) angry with me x.x
Damn Dominic make people angry with me ):


对不起
我不是有意的
有时就是因为
因为要看看而不理你
我向你道歉
不要生气了
如果你不原谅我
那就算了
我会等你的


So,
Millions of people got angry with me cause i left maple and play Private Server o:
I decided.
To umms,
Well, i don't know x.x
See what i'll do about it.
Probably will play both?
But depends.
Cause, i'm now like, having alot problems.
So, ya.
I have to concentrate.
x.x
Not on games.
Probably studies.
But, you guys know i don't study so.
Maybe i should stop playing those games.
Just go MapleSea and play with HIM?
If he ever forgives me ._.
Well, idc le lahzxc.
I now so stress.
Every single day get headache.
Hais.
Who cares?
No one :D
Even if i die of headaches.
Or H1N1.
Or whatever shit.
Idc i kena langa by car or what.
I die everyone happy lahszxc.
So what's th point of living anymore?
Sigh.
But before i go ;D
I will give notification lahszxc.
Of course ._.
Mai siao siao okays?
LOL.
I siao also don't care le :D
Mms.


I owe Gav. this part.
Ya, ya. I love you, as a friend.
Happy?
I said i love you to you le.
Okays done. :D


Ohs,
Erms. bye. :D
I go le.
I don't feel like blogging x.x
Headache againzxc.


Before i go,
To all my gans out there.
Or my friends.
Whoever.
As long as you lay a finger or touch, or foot here.
You are love'd
W/e.
erms.
Just want to tell you guys tht.
Thanks for everything :D


Okays.
Offical bye.
Take Care.Might come back tomorrow.
Might not.
Depends :D


Iloveyou.
Like hell lotszxc.
Do you understand?
Sigh.


7:20 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Hellos all.
102nd post le.
Hmmms.
Sorry for not updating my blog.
Was playing private server.
hahas.
Umms.
School sucked a big time.
Firstly,
I didn't do well for my exams.
I blame myself for tht because,
I, myself didn't do well.
Also, th paper was kind of tough for my standard.
It's okay, i'll try harder next time :D


Secondly, there are no Post Exams Activities. ):
So, it's like, lessons all th time.
Kind of bored.
and can't concentrate ):


Thirdly, my science landed in th average pit.
I got 70 out of 80.
I think tht result sucked.
Because, i wanted 75?
Saded.
It's okay, work harder :D


Well, bye.
I'm going to private server now! :D
If you want to join me.
Go to.
http://bankaistory.net
Veh fun :D
I don't know th rate.
You can check it out yourself?
Have fun.


Mm, tomorrow is th 21st(:
Love'd.


3:26 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Sua, this blog not meant for quizzes.
Then i just do one quiz.


Tagged by Xiu Wei.

Who is th most important person at th moment?
- Nicholas c., He's always there for me to disturb o:

How do you feel th way you do?
- What shyt you?

How do you think now?
- Think you need to improve your english.

What do you want from life?
- Want you to improve on your english.

What can you see yourself in 15 years time?
- Jocelyn Tay Wan Qi, 29, Life is complicated. What else?

Who was th last person tht called you?
- Samantha.

Why did tht person call you?
- She wanted to talk, but i was reading. Then she hung up.

Who was th last person to text you?
- Azhar.

What did he send to you?
- Must thank twilight for helping you improve your english.

Why did he send it to you?
- Because i was texting him since th day i know him, simple.
I text almost every minute and second.

Are you excited for something?
- You bet, i'm excited to see Nicholas c. online, so i can disturb him :B

What do you do on New Year's Eve?
- I do whatever i want.

Who were with you?
- Humans.

Did you get drunk?
- Definately, no. My parents forbid me to drink, but i still drink.

List 5 people you never want to lose.
- 7 bang.
- GuliGuliGa.
- Humans.
- Zhifeng.
- Azhar.

List 5 people you think about everyday.
- 7bang.
- GuliGuliGa.
- Humans.
- Zhifeng
- Azhar.

List members of your family.
- Human Daddy.
- Human Mummy.
- Human younger Brother.
- Human Jocelyn. (Me)

Who are your best friends?
- 7bang.
- Nicholas c. ? o.o Sort of. x:

How do you like your eggs in th morning?
- On your face, whoever tht started this quiz. o:

Who was th last person you hugged?
- My Human Younger Brother. o:

Who did want to see so badly you couldn't think straight?
- God. I want to see god o: I wonder what he looked like.
But i always think straight.

Do you have any siblings?
- Sure i have, i answered your question on th family, your questions are making no sense at all.

What are their names.
- Emil Tay Jun Yi, he's my only brother. o;

Who do you get on with most?
- Emil, he's my only sibling, remember?

Who do you argue with most?
- Only him ._. He's th only sibling!

Who steals your clothes th most?
- Even if he stole it, i doubt he can wear 'em out.
It's too big for him o:

Whose clothes do you steal most?
- I don't steal his. And i doubt tht i can fit into them o:
he's 7 and i'm 14 o:!

Do you love them?
Correction, do you love him?
- You bet :D

What are you doing right now?
- Feeling angry and stress, also i'm breathing.

Congratulations, you've won yourself a quiz :D
- Nicholas c.
- Nicholas t.
- Crystal.
- Sheryl Laopo.
- Jing Rong laopo.
- Hazel Laopo.
- Chee Yong Kor.
- Gwen mei.
- Melvin Dadou.
- Marc di.


End of quiz.
still veh angry about th loss of my 172 questions ):
172 nehs.
OMG de cans?
Fcuked up.
D:
Nehmind lahs.
At least i got one quiz now :D


Yesterday after i logged off.
Dominic Kor sms me.


D:
"We know each other for so long le, how much do you think you know about me?"
L:
"Can i say i knew you almost inside out. ALMOST. Too good to be true, wished i could forget what you are(:"
D:
"Then what can you say about me lor?"
{Before i could reply,}
D:
"Anyway you should know my mood damn random de, i can change very easily."
L:
"Get some rest you have school tomorrow. Said, done. Random, you hate people who slash themselves. Hate tht behaviour to th core, but secretly, you do it yourself."
L:
"Moodswing aye? You know everyon'e got attitude. Even though i don't show it often, i have one myself. Don't push your luck. It aint getting you anywhere."
D:
"No i don't, i don't slash myself, i hate slashing, i hate every person who slash themselves, why bother aboutslashing yourself, you are hurting youself, don't you know?Of course you think it can help you relieve emotional pain but you are treating your own bodybadly, what animal lover, you don't even treat your body nicely!"
L:
"No right to judge me. Even my best friends. Stop acting like you care. Because you don't. It'll kill me to believe you care."
D:
"Who say i don't care about you! ... I do care..."
{Whatever. It kills me to believe you care. It's not gonna change.}
L:
"Like i said, it kills me to believe you care about me. Kill me. Make me believe. you know you don't care. Stop pushing your own luck."
{TEXT-ed Azhar till 12+ am i lied to him im turning in so he could get some rest.}
I continued reading Eclipse till 12+ am going 1. o:
Went to sleep.
Okays.
YAWNS~ Slept. o.o
This morning.
Woke up. o:
4 unread text message.
By right. x.x
Okays 3 o:
Read Dominic Kor's Text first.
D:
"Stab, i just killed you, ok, now you must believe me ^^."
L:
"I'm sorry. But to make me believe. You've got to do better than tht. You'll have to REALLY kill me. Like, drive a dagger into my heart. Get th idea of die now?"
he bo reply .
He seriously should get a life and learn not to judge me. x.x
I'm not for him to judge anymore.
He goes all bossy over me.
What's th problem with him?
Even if he's my kor so what siolzxc ? -'-
You should have seen tht.
I meant.
He was like scolding cause i slash.
-'-
He asked me how much i know about him o:
Well i really ALMOST know him inside out . -o-
Just tht he didn't know o.o
Well, who cares NOW ? >:D
Lols.
I feel like asking him o:
Do you know me?
I bet he don't know any SINGLE thing about me.
If he know, i might consider letting him go all bossy over me o:
Afterall , he's my gan kor o:
But Chee Yong Kor don't go all bossy over me ):
All my kors go veh easy me.
Only Dominic Kor.


P.S.
What's th problem with you? x.x
I know i your gan mei.
But seriously what's th problem with you?
You really make me wanna slap you.
And seriously, you are plain weird.
After you broke up with Jac.
You have been clinging on to me. ._.
It's not like i mind or not.
It's just tht, all your bossing around, makes me, well you know. Irritated.
x.x
I'm just your gan mei you know ?
Not your real mei.
You don't have to be so protective.
It isn't getting you to any far far away land ._.
Over protective can be eliminated.
._.


If life isn't getting anywhere close to, BETTER.
Then i'm leaving this shyt life.
._.
I swear i will siolzxc .
Kena Bootched until so jialat.
._.
Sua lahs.
I go le.
Bye beloveds.


Being bootched at SUCKS.

8:40 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Hellos all :}
It's my 100th post.
Clapclaps :}
I'm happy for myself too o:


Exams are over too(:
And i'm half way through Eclipse.
I started yesterday.
I'm currently at. Umms.
Page 346.
Slow progress,
I know.
Out of 629 pages.
I'm only at page 346.
How slow can i be?
hahs.


EXAMS OVER~
YAYS :}
I thought life is gonna be BRIGHT~
Well,
Th innocent light got spoiled by Dominic.
When he told me dirty stuff.
I'm disgusted.
He changed so much.
Stunned.
Well , ain't my business.
I'll just start typing anyways.


Last paper.
Happy.
Science came first.
Simple~
Done it within a short period of time.
Well,
Th confidence killed me. o.o
I had my head resting on th table in no time :}
Had no resting time.
I was irritated by th surroundings.
As in, th atmosphere.
Not tht it's noisy.
It's veh, you know?
Global Warming situation right now.
I'm having an issue with tht.
It kills my body ._.
Th heat.
Oh my goodness x.x


Well got a life and just lay there.
Looked like half dead.
Started counting scars again.
Didn't help.
Lose count again.
Sigh.
Well,
tht's my life i guess o:
It's becoming BETTER each day.
Negative huhs?
Well, tht's my shyt life too(:


Get used to it.
If you can't
Break all form of communications with me.
Idc.
Well, i would.
Someday.


Went for break.
Th break was pathetic.
Just 5mins i suppose?
Pathetic right?


Random,
Dominic just broke all form of communications with me.
Fine with me.


Continue.
umms.
Where was i?
Oh ya.
Break~
Then 7bang and i took our own sweet time and stroll back to class :}
Lols.
reached th class corridor.
Th boys at there shout.
"Oi, faster la. Teacher starting paper!"
Then we started running o.o
Foolish~
"I'll start th paper no matter what. Talk all you want." said th teacher o:
Me being me.
I did a small action behind her back x:
Well, not much harm caused.


Pathetico paper started on th dot.
Glad it did.
Or else it would have dragged our time.
Sigh.
So did th paper.
I was like.
Writing for heaven to fall upon me ._.
How crazy can i be?
Mr Kang said
"I don't want anyone to be sleeping. Make sure you write till th paper end."
Everyone was stun.
No matter.
Out of a class of 40(i think)
Only 1 student rest his head on th table.
As you guys could have a few guys in your head already.
1. Edmund.
2. Charles.
3. Fabian.
4. Wei Chang.
5. Ilham.
6. Andrew.
7. Brandon H.
8. Ronald.
9. Haekal.
BINGO~
If you guessed number 3. o.o
Yeah got it right.
Fabian Toh! :B
Lols .
Well, at least tht's what i saw o.o


Random,
You can't stop me. You caused me to do all those things.
What do you have to say for yourself?
"Oh, i'm sorry. Forgive me?"
I will just say, Not forgiven.
Too much caused.


Lols.
At th near end of th paper.
"Class, you have roughlyabout 3 more mins. You're shouldn't be sleeping now. Check your scripts."
Tht scare me.
Dang tht teacher x:
No hard feelings.
His voice scare almost th whole class x.x
It was sudden o:
I chuckled. o.o
Hahas.
Paper end.
Day didn't end there. ):
Collected bottles.
Washed.
Got wet.
Irritated.
Scold Guliguliga irresponsible boys. x:
They naughty{!}
After doing all th HARD WORK.
Went to pizzahut with 7bang :}
Ate lunch o:
Bad lunch ._.
I didn't like today ):
Not th pizzahut part you know?
It's th evening part of th day.
Oh, it was night. o.o
Who cares.
He spoils my mood every single time x:
No hard feelings Dominic o.o
Just making it sound ironic, not. o.o
Well, it ain't funny.
I'm getting a life now.
Moved on.
Well,
Who would care about what i do?
I complained to Honey tht i had a quarrel with Dominic o:
She said he cared o.o
I was like .
As if~
Kill me to make me believe he care.
._.


So get over with tht part.
._.
Dominic said i must play Private server with him so he won't call me xia0mei anymore.
I agreed.
Guess what?
He still calls me xia0mei.
How could he right?
Tsk tsk tsk.
Downloading now o.o
Done.
Lagged.
Bye.
Tc blog.


TADA~
100th post :}

8:51 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Hellos Mrs Lim .
Miss Tien .
Mr Muru .
And all DM or staff who is reading this blog :}
And also to all my fellow schoolmates :D


It's a lovely day today :D
Sunny .
Bright .
No rain .
No bad mood is going to spoil today :D
Welcome to my blog :D
I shall proceed on with posting .


Hellos beloveds :D
It`s sunny out there .
And I missed th 99th day for posting my 99th post D:
Nehmind .
It's okays .
:}
Urms .
It's th 100th today :D
I'm so happy .
All tht i've been wishing for .
It's finally coming true .
1OO days . <3

P.S.
Hey , it's th 1OOth day today .
I'm glad you didn't walk away before today .
Please continue to walk with me .
:}

Well ,
yesterday was just same as any other normal days :D
I woke up at 8+
Used com .
Then .
I audi-ed ?
Then maple-d ? o:
Or was it .
Maple le then audi ?
I dunno :}
It doesn't make any difference anyways .

Then Chee Yong kor call me :D
Talk talk talk .
Haiyohs .
He call me .
Then i play with him and his friends o:

We was at -thSUCKERS fam channel .
Thens he suggest we go f3 .
I agreed o:
Then go there play .
Ask SM to invite me :D
Well ._.
There was another guy inside this time o:
He's PLAIN
I repeat tht word .
PLAIN
Weird o:
LOLS x:
Wells .
You cannot blame him ):
'Cause i dunno him o:
I was like .
Went in and out of th room o:
I went to change clothes mahszxc . x:
Hehs .

Tht guy ,
told Chee Yong kor .
"Ehs chee yong , you got a veh chio sister o:"
I'm like ,
Diam diam . Neh say anything . o:
Not cause i'm happy or what .
'Cause i do not agree with his statement o:
I think he's half drunk ?!
x:
Well got on with life .
Left my di play maple .
He dun want .
He play "Our World"
On miniclip . o:
No life x:

I have no idea why suddenly feel like shooting x:
As in play shooting games x:

Siao le x:
Nehmind .
Craving only .
Won't really happen tht i will go back to shooting games :}
Tht's impossible ! :D

Okays .
Bye yesterday :D

Hellos Today , Sunday .
Got up as usual .
Got ready for tuition .
Sigh ,
It's always like this .
Have to get up so early just to attend tuition .
I hate to say this luhs x:
But tuition is kind of no kick for me .
Cause they do Express Maths and Science .
I'm just a typical NA-rian .
Well ,
What's th best i can do ?
I can only get Cs for all my subjects ._.
Blame me , my bad .
So i just listened .
More attentive today :D
For both lessons .

End of tuition .
Walked home .
ALONE
Sigh .

reached home .
Hope my phone bill isn't ever gonna come !
Ohs

Happy Mothers' Day !
This is for my mummy <3
And all th mothers out there .
It's your day today .
Enjoy :D

Okays .
I go le .
Byebye Blog .
Bye Mrs Lim .
Bye Miss Tien .
Bye Mr Muru .
Bye all who are at my blog :D



99th post .
100th day .
Life is getting better i guess .

4:27 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

Hellos beloveds :}
My 98th post .
Currently 98th day toohs .
Just keep quiet if you , th ignorant one , have no idea what`s going on here :}
Well , today is my second of MYE .
I think i`m gonna fail with crawling colours :}
I know i`m full of meaningful words .
Please do not comment on it .
I will not tolerate unwanted comments .
Just comment on my MYE :}
Get on with life and read , stop interupting !


Rise and shine .
Life is going to be better i said to myself o:
(This isn`t a story , just shut up and read .)
Brushed my teeth .
Called samantha honey , her daily Wake up caller . :}
Umms .
She answered .
I was like , okays good woke up le .
I get changed .
Then .
Ate my breakfast to samantha honey`s block .
I thought she haven came down .
`Cause before she come down she will always call me .
So i`m like , Okays she`s early o:
Then we walked towards th Renjong LRT station :}
We chiong red light x:
(Did i make it sound like cars ?x:)
We walked anyways .
Tio horned x:
Well , i will survive :}
Walked , reached .
Tapped our cards .
Started on th stairs .
Train there .
CHIONG UHS x:
Me and samantha shouted .
And laughed .
Got in anways .
I started on my New Moon .
Continue luhs .
I think i reading at a veh slow speed D:
Nehmind , no matter .
I`ll finish th book .
TONIGHT :}
Th train uhs .
Veh slow alsozxc .
Stop at one station for 5 or 10 mins . D:<
Slow slow slow .
I almost called th police siolzxc .
o:
So kua zhang x:
Then moved on .
reach school .
Had papers .
Had my one and only break for today o:


Well life isn`t fullest .
Saw Sotong and Albin* today o:
Wells .
Aint fun at all D:<
Break over .
Went back to class .
Tiffany came .
Then she asked me about Kesia And Shermine .
I was like .
STUN .
What could they have done .
I mean .
If it`s Shermine , understandable x:
Kesia ?
Oh no no no no . Please . ._.
She so guai .
Then .
Tiffany told me .
Kesia and Shermine ,
Either one .
So , Tiffany and Company told me to ask them stay awhile .
Later talk .
Took second paper .
I was trying to count th amout of scars i have on my wrist .
Lost count ._. Too many .
Then i gave up .
I was looking at my scar so much .
I took my badge out .
It tempted me so much .
I started to press it on my wirst and pull .
Pain . Hellzxc pain .
But it didn`t hurt much . :}
Then i`m like .
Okays .
Shermine guai lan .
Mai stay to talk .
I tell Tiffany .
Then she was like .
Okays .
Go find her now .
Then i saw Kesia ,
Phangseh-ed .
Then Tiffany and Company was like .
Okays Humji dogs .
I diam diam x:


Walked to bus stop with Samantha Honey :}
Th rest of 7bang phangseh us ? x.x
Nehmind luhs .
They go study mahs :}
Bus-ed home .
Saw this guai lan bu .
tht honey say was pretty .
I`m like .
HURHS .
Pretty ?
Her attitude , SHYT .
Well you`re pretty on th outside .
But yur attitude , your inner beauty , UGLY .
Tht makes you two times uglier than any girl out there .


Reached home .
I`m looking at my badge now .
I think , IT sucks .
Why does IT have to be so sharp D:
I`m sorry wrist ,
I didn`t take good care of you D:
Sigh .


对不起
我办不到
我无法停下来 .


Yesterday was hellzxc too .
I was on audi .
Then suddenly .
I remembered tht i want to drink Carlsberg o:
So got one can .
Pour into th GIGANTIC cup o:
Then ZF jealous i got beer .
WOO .
Lols x:
Then he said something o.o
I dun think you guys wanna know .
Well .
You wont get to know :}
Than play audi with Fam members ~
GURL aiai de friends o:
Then bye~
Bye audi .
LOLS x:
Bye yesterday .
I hate th word yesterday :}
Because my yesterdays was never beautiful :}
So bye .
Yeahs .
Biatchy days . x:


Collecting ihateyous from people :}
Say one and get love`d :}
Love to see it in my tagboard x:


Bye blog :}


Crazy Talk .
LYNNNN to Her Wrist : I`m sorry for hurting you all these few years .
I didn`t want to .He made me do it . It was well th first time .
I got addicted .Sorry wrist .
LYNNNN to Her Tears : Damn you tears . Don`t drop without my permission D:<
LYNNNN to Her Ankle : Sorry ankle ~ I couldn`t think harder .
I`m sorry i crafted a heart there .
LYNNNN to Her Forehead : Sorry for letting you have a scar . But this isn`t my fault .
It was Fabian`s . He scartched me .
LYNNNN to Her Heart : I`m sorry for shattering you into million pieces for so many times . D:
They made you shatter D: I`ll scold them for you :}
LYNNNN to Her Mouth : Hey mouth ! Stop being so vulgar D:
Tht`s all th crazy talk :}


TAG REPLIES .
LYNNNN to Sheryl : Okays :} It`s a date o:
LOLS x:
LYNNNN to Tiffany : Thanks :} Love`d :}


Be good tears .

Sorry wrist .
Sorry all .
98th post & day .
Yesterday was th WORST part of my life .

12:53 PM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Hellos ! :}
It`s my 97th post <3
And it have also been 97 days :}
Umms .
Today is th first day of MYE . ):
It`s terrible i would say .
First paper was
English paper 1 .
Sucks to th core .
had to write a report .
I knew it siolzxc .
Consists of Formal and Report .
Sigh .
Then Composition .
Sucked even more D:
I wrote about ,
What , plan tht turned out to be a disaster ?
I will give you people a summary of what happened .
Well i used some of Twilight`s language x:
Only Twilight , New Moon , Eclipse , Breaking Dawn clickers would understand i assumed ?
hahas :}
Not so .


- "Ping!" As th photoframe dropped and shattering into pieces .
It was th group photo we took when we had our outing .
It was a disaster .
It was terrible .
- "Hey , 6bang , free this weekend ? Let`s go for pinic !" I asked .
They agreed and someone suggested , "Why don`t we invite some guys with us ?
Th more th merrier." I sighed and agree .
I was so excited about th trip , th moment i got home , i started packing .
- Th next day , school passed in blur , i was busy planning where to go .
Then i decided to go to th river around Ho Chee Ching Road(Doesn`t exist in RL x:)
I agreed , tht was my first mistake .
Soon Keat asked me if he could bring a friend along from other class .
I didn`t even bother asking , i just sighed and agreed . Tht was my second mistake .
- I woke up ealier , i arranged to meet up at my house`s void deck .
I was th first to arrive . Then slowly , everyone came .
I was shocked when i saw who Soon Keat brought along .
It was Marcus , th most mischevious boy in school .
I sighed .
We started having fun .
- Just th moment i hated .
"Hey everyone , i got something to tell you guys" annouced Marcus .
I murmured , "no nonsense please."
"I was on th web yesterday , i did alil reseacrh on this river . It was said to be haunt by a famale ghost . So , becareful when you`re out there ."
We laughed at Marcus stupid story .
He returned us with an unbelievable stare .
Emily suggested tht we go for a swim .
I told her i would pass .
- "Help ! Help !" shouted Emily .
Th other girls ran out , horrified .
My face turned white .
Marcus was shocked too .
I was rotted to th ground .
I managed to dial 995 and 999 .
- When th arrive , it was all too late . Emily was dead .
They informed Emily`s intermediate family .
I started to cry .
Someone patted my shoulder and gave me soe tissue .
It was Marcus .
"It`s not your fault tht she`s gone . It`s probably th lady in th river ."said Marcus in a soft voice , not a whipser but a gentle voice .
I cupped my face in my hands and cried hareder .
I felt something press against my hands .
It was Marcus` chest .
I thanked him for comforting me .
He sent me home .
When i was in th lift .
I cried agains .
He gave my shoulder a light squeeze .
And ran his fingers through my hair .
I thanked him for sending me home .
- After th incident , Marcus was a changed person .
He was polite , and hang out with me often .
I promised Emily tht i will neh forget th incident .
And warn as many people as i can about th river as i can .
- "Emily . Rest in peace . Hope tht you will never forget 7 bangs ."
I said with my eyes closed and i smiled .
-END-
Tht was th whole compo i wrote .
With some edited parts o:
I hope you hated it :}
LOLS .


After th English paper 1 .
Went to canteen :}
Today damn unlucky .
Saw Sotong , well . Count my blessings he didn`t notice me ._.
Okays maybe he did , but not my business :}
He was not sitting at his usual sit .
He was sitted around my turf .
LOLS .
okays maybe i didn`t own th canteen ._.
Then was like , chatting with my 7bang :}
hahas .
Then i lucky manszxc .
I went to put Sweetheart`s plate .
And i wanted to buy biscuits de ):
Bell rang ._.
So i walked back with sweetheart .
Say Sotong o:
I laughed like hellzxc . x:
He walked past our table .
I wasm`t there . :}
So i guess it was okay luhs .
His hair uhs .
Terrible x:
P.S. Sorry uhs , I am simply commenting :}
Picked it up from Nicholas C. o: Th Mr Sun . o.o
LOLS .
Spiked in such a weird way o:
Lols .
Enough commenting on his weird hairdo .
So walked back with 7Bang :}
Talked talked talked all th way .
HAHAS :}
Took English paper 2 .
Was doing , then done .
Tried to sleep .
But end up counting th amount of scars i have on my wrist . ._.
So , okays .
I can`t finish ,i admit alrights ?
Toohs many luhs .
Then cry alil ._.
You know those kind of 1 2 tears drop out de ?
Yeah tht kind x.x
Then after tht passed up papers .
Waited for Chinese Paper 3 :}


It took Mrs Kang long enough to came D:<
She was reasonable though :}
Came early .
hahas :}
Well she`s always early ._.
What am i crapping `bout ?
So she started Papre 3 :}
Listen Listen .
Shade Shade .
End of it .
Hell tht was fast i thought o.o
Went home with ,
Samantha .
Crystal .
Ilham .
Brandon Ho .
Soon Keat .
:}
We missed a bus ,
So we went to Fernvale Link .
They buy Waffles , Bubble Tea , Pocky(Samantha)
I bought a plain waffle :}
Had it .
hahas .
Eat eat eat .
My lunch <3
Lols .
Damn you knowzxc .
Saw Mr Muru and company (Teachers)
Then me and crystal was like .
RUN UHS !~
My skirt is short ._.
Crystal neh clip hair .
Anyways .
Her skirt also short . x:
But dun care luhs .
I was like RUN ALL TH WAY TO TOILET .
Crystal stop behind th stall ._.
I`m like . Why didn`t you pull me .
You made me look like a fool D:
Then i was like .
walked back to meet them ._.
I was like laughing .
hahas .
They also laugh .
Brandon tease me x.x
Nehmind luhs .
Then we walked lohs .
SQUEEZE ONTO BUS .
I keep touching ilham`s chest .
He claimed tht i did .
But i dun remember touching his chest .
._.
Whatever ,
Then alighted .
Got home .
Online`d .
Tada .
Played maple before i post .
Talked to
DrXXX and ahgong .
Ah gong trying to kill me .
So i offline`d maple :}
Hahas .
I`m done :}


97th day , 97th post :}
Roses are there , Going red and black at all times ,
when i mention th word emo

3:23 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Hey Beloveds ! :}

It`s my 96th post <3

And .

It`s a long day today .

And i`m happy tht i`m posting now ! :}

I am currently clicked onto New Moon .

After i`ve finish Twilight .

Like dunno how long ago .

Probably afew days .

Tht book took me 2 days ._.

Hell lots of time .

Then i think i returned Munirah th book on Monday ? o:

Then she lent me New Moon on Tues :}

I started on tues of course .

Currently at page 2xx i think o.o

I`m Slow x:

Okays enough of New Moon :}



School today was , Kind of fun i guess ? :}

I walked to school alone D:

Samantha was sick .

She was , runing a fever .

I guess it`s still there .

So i walked to school , ALONE .

Well it`s okays i think ? x:

So i reached school .

It was raining D:

{Ohs , I`m making it sound like a compo o:

Good pratice though , tomorrow my first paper . (:}

So i soaked my shoes ._.

Irritating .

Well i`ll get used to it i said .

Okays , tht happens often . So no big deal .

I started Reading my New Moon .
Tht Joshua and hendrik was pain in th arse ! D:<

They keep distracting me manszxc .

I was shouting at them .

But sadly .

Not working .

So ,
I gave up .

HAHAS .

But i did continue reading o.o



After Awhile~

Mrs Kang came in o:

I`m like ,
YES !

I finally can get those pest back to their seat o:

Okays .

Read read read read .



Took temperature .
Okays continue .

Well it`s boring x:



English was far worst .

But i think i had fun :}

Well not much .

But managed to .



Maths , OMG de .

I meant .

MS KANNUKU ,

She rawks mans ! :}

She is th best .

I was reading New Moon .

She didn`t even utter a word .

Unbelievable x:



Recess uhs .

Okay luhs .

At least i didn`t see sotong today :}

I didn`t even bother to look at th usual place he would hang out during recess :}

It`s non of my business anyways .

He is annoying x:



Chinese .

Rawks .

Suppose to to work .

i just sit at my seat ,

Read my new moon ,

Mind my own business .

hahas . :}



Lit is pathetic D:

Mr Ong came in .

I was like .

"Ohs not my business , dun disturb me from reading New Moon "

And i carried on .

LOLS .



History , Not so bad today ! :}

Mdm Low hardly shout today o.o

I guess our class is quiet x:



PW .

Ahhs . x.x

I hate PW for some reasons x:

But when i looked out of th Com lab to look at our classroom .
I saw this senior .

A guy .

In our classrom .

For whatever reason x.x

Then someone report to Mrs Kang .

Then she was like .

Tell us this tell us tht x:

I`m like .

Sorry class ,

I didn`t lock th door D:

Well .

If it wasn`t for SOMEONE who broke th lock .

x.x

Me th chairman wouldn`t be so MING ku le D:



FT

Arrange tables , preparing for exams ! :}



After School , Mrs Kang asked me to follow her .

So i did x:

I was to identify th Senior .

I got 3 . o:

So i wrote a report .

Soon Keat phangseh me D:

At least melvin waited ? o.oI think .

But he`s scary ! D:

He uhs ,

"电梯有电梯的Law"

I`m like , Okays .

Then he go push my head against th lift ._.

Ahhs .

no mater .

Reached home .

play audi with Azhar :}

Then ,

on MSN now o:

he show me his picture .

You all have NO idea .

HOW CUTE HE WAS .

I MEAN .

HE`S HELLLLLL CUTE MANSZXCZXCZXC .

LOLS .

Look at his dp some time :} xD



I think tht`s all for today <3

:}

I hope you guys enjoyed every part of today ! :}



TAG REPLIES .

LYNNNN to Lychee : Semo IGN ? x:

And thanks for th 100 tags -o-

LYNNNN to Clara :

Hey bestie , How`s life like ? :}

I miss you ! :}

LYNNNN to Serena : Okays . i`ll relink :}

LYNNNN to Ruiling : Well, what are friends for ? :}

LYNNNN to Marc : Marc , Marcia didn`t steal your name . And i`ve taged you le . x:

LYNNNN to Sheryl L : Oh come on D:

LYNNNN to MrStar : Dun test my memory :} hahas . I remember all my gans :}



LOVE`D 96th DAY :}

5:33 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Hellos Beloveds :}
95th post .
YEAHS ! :}
Hmmms .
Lemme see .
Today is Sunday ! :}
So boringggg~ -o-
Hmms .
Tuition nohs .
Then talk to Jiayi .
LALALALALA~
Mr Ng keep kaopeh me & Jiayi
Not forgetting to mention my other 3 friends o:
Clarrisa , Rebecca , Ting Yi :}
Hahas .
Always tio diao byMr Ng .
o:
So .
We dun care .
Talk allllll th way .
TADA end of Maths .
Always so boring .
Today dun even have a story luhs .
SERIOUS LEHS .
NO STORY ! ._.
Then Science :}
WOOO .
Still as suckish luhs :}
Always so boring .
Then Miss Lie throw tantrum at us .
BLAHS ~
Biatch siolzxczcx .
I mean .
She preg. got th right to throw her bloody tantrum ?
Biatch , think twice .
Hmms .
Then she keep throwing her tantrum around luhs .
I have no idea why i care .
Cause i really dun :}
Okays end of bloody tuition .
Jiayi told me tht , this week is her last week of tuition .
I think she expcted me to beg her not to go .
Instead , as biatch as i am :}
I just said BYEBYE ! :D
See , how biatch i am ? ROFL .
Thens .
Okays I go home .
On th way home .
Ilham call me o:
As in shout across th streets to get my attention .
I just point my middle finger at him :}
He think i care ? :}
No :D
So Doudou , STFU ):<
Lols .

Rewind Rewind ~
Back to Friday , Labour Day :D
Hmms .
Rather fun manszxc .
Let`s start from th Morning :D
Woke up 9+
Then tell my parents i going out .
My mother , dun want gimme moeny ._.
So kindda like quarrel with her lohs .
Then i ask my daddy give .
He gimme , $50
I bathe ,
Go meet Samantha Honey ! :D
Then me , her & her mother go to Econ o:
She go change money x.x
Gave Honey th money then off we go .
Hmmms .
Met ,
Girlf[XiuWei]
Cheese[YiFang]
Baobei[RuiLing]
Andrew :D
Then .
To my surprise .
I saw tht arsehole :}
Guess who ?
Yeahs good guess.
Joel ._.
Tht guy who keep diao me since th first day he have been to Art Council -'-
Arsehole luhs .
Diao diao diao .
Well .
He look so ghey in th earrings o:
WEEs .
I`m so good :}
Who cares ?
So he just keeps diaoing .
Whatever .
Diao all you want bahs .
I will dig your eyeballs out when i`m irritated .
So watch out arsehole :}
Hahs .
So then after those GROUP of guys went ~
Our group also started moving :}
take pictures nehs o:
Then change train~
LALALALALSLASLSDKGJDFS
LOLS .
Then reached bugis :}
Saw tht group of people agains x.x
Then we was like ~
Okays .
Let`s run away~
For like ?
HURHS .
SEMO reason luhs ? ._.
Dun care le .
I walk slow slow :}
In front of those ignorant people ;}
Walk walk walk .
Stop to wait for chese and girlf .
o:
So continue after tht .
Okays .
Then went to shop at bugis . o.o
Hmmms ~
Then i buy a L necklace .
Actually want buy Z de .
But think think yi xia .
Sua la . x:
Better dun buy :}
So i just Buy L .
Which can be representing ~
LYNNNN :}
Or .
Nahs , dun want tell you :}
Then .
after tht ~
Go and shop aroung th second floor o:
Then i buy shoes with cheese :}
She at there please joyce~
Please joyce .
Please luhs .
Then i`m like Okays .
FINE you win x.x
So i bought o:
Flats :}
Black de .
Of course .
I cannot take white x.x
I not good at taking care of my things x:
So black more suitable for me :}
Then .
Cheese keep thanking me .
Fine~
-o-
I told my mother .
Thinking tht she would scold me .
Okays .
She didn`t
I`m ultra glad by then x.x
Then me and baobei .
walked past a shop .
I saw ,
LA CHAO NIAN GAO !
I say i want try .
Baobei also want try
But .
Then she suddenly say .
Dui bu qi nian kiat .
HAHAS .
Cause we call him nian gao o:
So end up neh buy :}
Mrt-ed to Vivo :D
Actually met up with Pei Ken first .
I saw pei ken okays ~
Saw him done .
I personally think ~
It doesn`t matter whether he meet up with us or not .
He just kept wandering off himself .
Made me Hell angryzxc D:
So i was like telling people tht i think pei ken doesn`t like hanging out with us ._.
So when we decide to go home ~
Pei Ken edi reach home le .
Good .
See his attitude ._.
Okay luhs .
End of him .
Then when we reached Vivo ~
We bought lunch at Long John Silver .
I tell you uhs .
Tht Cashier ,
Damn biatch le .
Attitude problem ._.
She gimme her jiao face luhs .
I feel like slapping her .
then she Shoot malay at my friends .
Then Baobei veh funny :}
She shoot chinese at her .
ROFL !
Then She finally give what we want .
P.S.
Eh fcuking biatch .
Dun give us your bad attitude okays ?
We totally dun tolerate rotten attitude like yours .
We could have already simply complaint you .
If you look into th mirror ~
See your fcuking face
I wish i could slap you .
What , shoot malay words at us ?
Chibai luhs .
Biatch D:<
You think you malay big fcuk uhs ?
Hellos aunty .
Your voice like phangsai
You think you work at LJS big ?
Please lahs .
wake up .
Watch your bloody attitude .

So we went to eat .
Then play water o:
blah blahs .
Then baobei broke down ):
P.S.S.
Baobei uhs ~
Cheer up alrights ? :}
I`m here for you ! :}
anything can tell me alrights ? :}
I will help you ..
If i can o:

So went to Diasobefore going home
Go buy drinks :}
Thirsty uhs):
So i buy two bottles o:
Drink finish when i reach sengkang .
LOLS .
Hahas .
Can you imagine how thirsty i am ?:}
ROFL .
Then reach home lohs .
TH END .
Okays byebye .
:}
93rd day .
Woah time i passing real fast .

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