hellos all :D
hahas .
Yesterday after i post got another FUCKING commotion .
Some bloody jerk make my laopo so ANGRY D:<
lmaos .
if you all are interested who it is :D
i`ll tell you .
It`s Mr Sun .
Yeahs .
Jerk right ?
._.
I told sheryl laopo about it .
then she say i should tell tht Mr Sun he`s Mr Sun .
i no guts luhs .
dun dare tell ma .
lmaos .
so she offered to help me tell lor :D
guess what ?
they talk talk talk .
then he make my laopo .
SOOOOOO ANGRY
and he`s acting like so calm .
i hate him .
he always does tht .
he did tht to jiayi kor also .
D:<
i dunno what i see in him uhs .
so blind .
SOOOO BLIND .
dunno how many stamps have been pasted over my eyes .
lmaos .
i now so angry luhs .
i really dunno what i see in him .
I feel like i was his toy .
I never really got to feel his love ._.
SUCKS !
I think i love my di more ._.
He treats me better .
And he can see if i`m sad or happy .
he always asks about me .
Glad tht he`s my di .
though he could be a pain in th arse .
he cares about me :]
He`s like my diary :D
i tell him alot of things .
even when i slash .
i tell him .
he keeps it a secret from my parents :D
good secret keeper .
but .
sometimes .
it goes out x.x
but heng my parents still dunno i got slash luhs .
cause its like .
1 or 2 years le :D
they still dunno heng uhs :D
so back to sheryl laopo talking to tht idoit .
i`ll post th conversation in another post .
th convo gum pua long de :D
lmaos .
it`s a veh good feeling to swear :D
-sparkling eyes-
lmaos .
so in my own world .
so today cannot use com for too long ma .
my papa at home nehs D:
lmaos .
he now at th doctors .
i worst .
I dunno why luhs .
my eyes like always so wet .
then i shut my lids then tears rool down my cheeks ._.
like crying but i`m not .
it`s like auto can ? lmaos .
cool right ?
hahas !
or maybe i`m acting ? ._.
LOL .
hmmms .
i so hate this feeling de .
like so hurt de . ._.
haiyohs .
yesterday still cry nehs !
when i ask sheryl laopo to tell him me name end with E .
he gimme one fucking long list of bitches name tht end with E .
E.G. adeline
janice
bernice
michelle
isabelle
clarice
ischelle
cassie
my laopo tell me le .
i almost burst into tears luhs .
see luhs .
KNS .
cannot even guess JOYCE .
so tht`s what i meant to him .
a toy .
for him to foo around .
my laopo send th whole convo to me .
OMFG luhs .
he said tht was not th only few names he have .
guess what ?
theres like ton of them still .
imagine you being th one .
how would you bloody hell feel ?
not tht i wanna cry .
But i just can`t help it .
seriously .
i didn`t know life could be so hurting ._.
and then he`s like .
keep yawning .
please luhs .
people being nice .
be nice back luhs .
give them your bloody cold attitude for what ?
you are lucky you didn`t get bashed up you know ?
cassie
janice .
WTH luhs .
._.
hais .
no point going on & on about this le i think .
so sucks uhs ._.
sad also no use le .
Love him also no use le .
i stand at no position in his heart .
just his lil toy .
play le .
throw side .
(YAYS ! tht so not marvy .)
Jerk face ._.
whatever it is .
i must thank sheryl laopo for helping me .
and tolerating his rubbish .
tht`s him .
his style is t irritate you to your fullest .
and then laugh at you when you get irritated ._.
how sweet of him uhs ? :D
well i`m better .
i get angry
i dun care you th FUCK you are .
i will just show you my bloody black face and see what you do bout it .
arsehole .
already gave him such a big hint he`s Mr Sun . ._.
lmaos .
he still dun get it .
how NICE OMGOSH T.T
SO SWEET T.T
in th name of my arse he`s sweet ._.
i go copy th convo then post in another post :D
names would be modify for safety purposes :D