ciaooooooooooooooooooooooo !
hahas .
i came to blog blog awhile :DD
hais .
161008 .
4.32pm .
was th most depressed time .
wth is wrong with me -.-
am i kindda like wanna FUCK myself izit ?
chibai la .
so crazy .
hais .
i`m so stressed .
exams over le .
but i feel fking stress .
it`s like i`m already trying to relax .
but it aint helping .
then today .
play audi .
got a 忠心 TX de CPL .
dunno TX ma -.-
LMAO .
his name so so long de .
--CI-LIFEx3-
i think .
LOL .
mine even longer -.-
-SiaoCharBor .
LMAO .
so whats up .
nothing ~
then on MSN .
give candy PW && Id for my audi account .
so she can help me level && license .
then .
talk to nick .
he sound so EMO .
then i was like fucking cold to him .
then he at there keep using /
=// if not
=\\
zz .
what la ?
LOL .
then i can already imagine his head .
have th word EMO written all over le .
still at there no no no ~
then dun want go wolfteam .
dun want go maple .
dun want go anywhere .
rotting at MSN .
i online nias .
he HARLOOOO .
like waiting for me -.-
but obviously he`s not waiting for me .
well who cares .
if he`s waiting for his new girl or me .
i`m not interested .
all i care now is .
i have to forget .
unless i find a solution la .
LOL .
which i cant .
then talk to lianah also .
at there share story hahas .
sad love storys -.-
so pathetic la LOL .
well .
everything must be shared if you`re friends .
happy or sad .
so i shared with her .
had quite a laugh ((:
she still loves me .
well at least she does <33
i hope tht .
she love me more LOL .
kidding ~
i`m no lezzie .
i bet she isn`t too .
so i gave up rotting at MSN .
i go audi rot again .
help Dom pass his audi license .
for NOTHING .
just because i was bored .
so i rot and i play with his account and anyhow play .
then license pass .
his stupid license only to get to level 7 lame .
dunno why today so much jiao wei .
LOL .
so i rot at audi awhile .
come out .
then i miss him le .
so stupid .
LOL .
so sucks .
then .
on MSN .
sww nobody to talk to .
talk to daddy .
then he tell me alot . )):
want see th conver ?
suan le .
too many -.-
i just kept going on and on how th hell much i miss him -.-
which make me sound so idoit .
but who knows ?
i really miss him -.-
so it`s so pointless .
even if i`m 忠心 he might not be -.-
he got so many girls tht want him de !
SO MANY LA >
FROM SG QUEUE TO USA .
MAYBE EVEN A LONGER QUEUE .
THEN I SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO UGLY DE .
HE WANT ME .
THEN I GO DITCH HIM .
THEN I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID !
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO
STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD .
but th fact is .
i dun feel his love much .
sometimes .
he just go on and on about things i dun wanna know .
but i`m sure tht he listens to me too .
there are alot times he listen to me .
many many lot lot times he listen to me .
before we even stead .
he so caring .
it`s not tht i mean he`s not caring .
i mean he`s no as caring as before ~.~
LOL .
i sound so fucking mean .
accutally .
said no to EMO le .
but hor .
listen to my blog de song .
turn into a fucking retard emo le -.-
then now i`m like .
101% sure tht i miss him )):
then i dunno what to say to him -.-
i sound so scary .
i keep finding excuses for myself .
cause i dunno what to do )):
i know i suck -.-
but th problem is .
i dunno what i must to at times .
i`m just so confused tht .
i go crazy .
and then just do crazy things .
and then .
GO WOOOOOOOSH .
and then back -.-
back to my normal self .
then normal .
non-joker type .
and normal non-crazy type .
just th kindda serious type .
or i would prefer to call it EMO -.-
LOL .
sucks hor /
i thought i already said no to EMO KING le .
but sadly .
he still comes a bother me .
he`s so irritating .
i hate EMO KING .
YOU BETTER FUCK FAR FAR FROM ME HAR !
YOU GOT IT ?!
FUCK FAR FAR !
LOL .
i really mad .
and i dunno how long is this post going to be .
i just know tht .
i really .
hope to know tht .
if i`m TX ; 忠心 .
which i`m like 120% sure tht i am .
hais .
if only i could choose .
choose what is th ending .
i would be happier .
i just feel ultra BADDDDDD now .
i want my penknif e.
but i dunno where to cut .
so i give up on penknife .
and get on with life .
and god doesn`t want me to die .
he gave me such "good" results *(as i would call `em )
then i dun wanna die le .
)):
hais .
suan le la .
i get it le la .
i SUCK .
final .
fullstop .
then i`m now like th most DEPRESSED LADY ON EARTH !
hais fuck la )):
i dun want say le this post damn long de .
i go le baibai DD:
i love all <33 )):
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