ciaooooo all ! :D
come post uhs . :D
hahas .
i wrote a list of WHYS
afew days ago . :D
wanna see ?
you say no i still wanna type tht bloody thing out .
if it offences YOU
and YOU not happy with it .
you can press th lil x at th right corner og this page :D
i`m being nice .
i didnt ask you to fuck off you realised :D
so appreciate this ._.
[SORRY all . having a mood swing cause of some personal problems .]
22 WHYS .
1 KAOZXZXZX
WHY 1. Why play with my feelings ?!
WHY 2. Why fool me ?!
WHY 3. Why said you love me ?!
WHY 4. Why hurt me ?!
WHY 5. Why love other sluts ?!
WHY 6. Why replace me ?!
WHY 7. Why make my cry ?!
WHY 8. Why do you say you hate D ?!
WHY 9. Why do I have to love you ?!
WHY 10. Why am I even born ?!
WHY 11. Why did you accept me ?!
WHY 12. why were you once mine ?!
WHY 13. Why am i sad when you said you might want a break up ?!
WHY 14. Why do i have so many WHYS ?!
WHY 15. Why do i need a man ?!
WHY 16. Why am i me ?!
WHY 17. Why can`t i be normal ?!
WHY 18. Why can`t you love me whole-heartedly ?!
WHY 19. Why can`t i forget ?!
WHY 20. Why am i pretending ?!
WHY 21. Why do i need you attention ?!
WHY 22. Why am i crying ?! ...
my 22 fucking whys :D
if you can answer anyone of them .
please tag on my tagboard :D
i would love to read them !
or send an instant message to me on MSN ! :D
hehs .
so i`m going now i guess ?
yeahs .
NONONONOO !._.
i still got many many things to say uhs :D
hehs .
&__Understand why guys are total jerks
Hmmmms .
i understand now .
in my point of view of understand .
cause they dun love ladies WHOLE-HEARTEDLY !
okays .
lemme see .
&__Understand why humans need a relationshop
hmmmmms .
bour this .
i think love is jut a sickness faced by people on earth .
&__Love my friends .
LOL !
of course i love them <3
hmms .
talking to daphne now :D
so sian ._.
okays luhs .
i just wanna forget you .
i thought life for me was full of hopes .
and colours .
but who knows ?
you came in and spoil my life .
like you were a DEVIL or some fking shyt !
i really wish i could hate you .
but i cant .
why ?
because i love you .
but do you ?
fooled me right from th fking start .
disguse yourself as an angel .
but behind th mask .
a devil :D
i see your true colours now .
i am letting my world
be
black&white :D
Thursday, October 30, 2008
this afternoon never on DD:
never see him ._.
LOL .
can say i miss him ._.
can say i just wanna see him on or whatever shyt you PREFER :D
LOL .
i dun give a damn bout my life anymore .
LOL .
i going crazy ._.
LOL .
just now go watch .
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 333333333333 .
LOL .
with 6 bang
many many boys .
LOL .
mrs kang && miss ng also got go :]
hehs .
she say .
i look .
GROWN UP !
LOL .
cool-licious .
LMAO .
i`m so into th .
-LICIOUS business ?!
LMAO .
i`m crazy .
LMAO .
i feel feverish again .
hais .
okays baibai .
hahas .
maybe today one time show all th picture uhs .
good huh :D
hehs /
got alot siol .
if it`s rotated forgive me x.x
LOL .
lalalalalalazxzxzx .
i drew some too .
LOL .
and i kindda like .
play with my moms xpired make up ? OO:
hehs .
i play until my hand so dirty >:D
LOL .
aiyahs make up luhs .
not shyt ._.
then draw th stickman ._.
draw alot uhs . LOL .
i`m so confused tht .
i dunno whats going on with my life ._.
LOL .
so i drew ! :D
LMAO .
today thursday le uh .
11++ must go bathe .
prepare .
do my hair .
blah blah blahs . OO:
LOL .
walans ehs .
yesterday .
kaozxzxzx ,
sleep with my mama && papa
my room too hot uhs XX:
so go sleep with them .
kaoxzxz la .
sleep half way wake up ._.
nehmind .
th thing i mind is .
i cannot get back to sleep .
._.!
my ah pa uhs .
SNOREEEEEE so loud uhs .
tht i cannot go back to sleep .
i cover my ears .
i use my pillow to cover .
i do everything .
but cannot sleep ._.
then .
5++ try wake my mama up .
she ask me dun ._.
i only trying be nice .
and make sure she`s not late for work nias . DD:
LOL .
i be nice .
people dun want ,me to be .
i not nice .
people want me to be ._. !
think i what uhs ?
DOLL UHS ?!
NO HOR ! #$%^&*()__()*&^ .
DD:< ! LOL . lalalalalallalalalazxzxzxzxzxzx . so boredddddddddddd . SO boredddddddddd . SO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD . LOL . plaza singapura . 2 . hmms , changed place le :D no more vivo . YAY-ness ! :D i hate vivo uhs . ._. whatever la :D
shyt life .
i am damn confused .
i dunno if i have a heartbreak .
or ...
still love him ._.
LMAO .
crazy leh .
now really siaocharbor uhs .
LOL .
shake shake~
LMAO .
okays luhs .
show PICS LE ! :DDDD hehs .
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
hehs .
today did alot alot things .
edit pictures .
blah blahs .
add this blah blahs .
dl songs blah blahs .
many many blahs ._.
and then .
trying to figure out what to wear luh LOL .
for thursday . LOL .
if you say its early !
THINK AGAIN LAZXZXZX .
its tuesday today !
afew more hours then thursday le .
haiyohs .
so ._.
dots .
talking to tht nick now ._.
P.S. jingrong laopo . dun talk bout it le lazxzxzxzx . leave him out of this problem .
only i need to know how i feel towards him .
he can hong th charbors all he want . i dun care lezxzxz .
if i really love him i want him to have th best .
no point forcing him . :DD
let bygones be bygones .
just like what is written on sheryl laopos blog .
LOL .
why can`t people have faith in themselves tht they will go on to sec 2 ?
why?!
if you did your best .
and you know .
good .
but why do you have to say you`re gonna retain . blah blahs .
all those shyt ?
think luh .
you parents . paid for your school fees . ETC .
for 13 years . some even more .
not only we didnt appreciate what they did for us .
we let them done many times .
but if your results is good .
above average . or even better .
i`m sure they are gonna be happy for us !
do you see th point ?
have faith in yourself .
you can do it :D !
believe in yourselves .
results .
retain.
promoted .
all these are just part of life .
there are bigger worries in life .
but they have not came .
so all you have to do is concentrate on your studies .
:DD
you can do anything while studying .
but make sure .
you work hard when it`s time .
dun let your parents down again && again .
go after your dreams .
JIAYOUS <333 :DD
i hope all my baobeis th best uhh ! <33 .
baibai . <33 [[:
-leaving
Sunday, October 26, 2008
yesterday .
whole day bo use tio com .
LOL .
went to chinatown with my mama && her friends .
from vietnam de .
they going back to vietnam le DD:
so we bring them go shop shop lor .
my mama , me , di && moi cousin .
go out at around 12 liddat .
then .
go compass point eat th .
KFC uh .
eat until hands oily OO: .
well it`ds meant to be oily ._.
i`m talking crap LOL .
trying to see if there`s any shuai gers around .
shyt la .
all ugly ugly de XX:
hehs .
then .
wait for moi mama friend .
from 1+ wait wait wait wait &&&&&& Wait .
until 2 ._.
or was it 2+ ?
LOL .
cannot decide th time .
which is like so NOTTT important de ._.
LOL .
took afew bo liaos de pic luh .
anyways .
th exciting part was th shopping ;DD
LOL .
shopped at chinatown for 10 hours ._.
who cares ?
LOL .
then .
when my mother brpught one of her friends .
to a shop ; which sells bag .
then .
th bag is $18 .
moi mama tried to bargain .
then .
tht lao lao de uncle dulan luh .
so shout at moi mama .
ask .
"then how much you want ? "
moi mama said nicely .
"$10"
then tht lao lao uncle .
"SIAO ! hellos i business man lehs . no money dun come here buy lazxzxzzzxzxzxz !"
then moi mama .
"YOU DO BUSINESS DE WHERE CAN LIDDAT DE ?! "
then moi mama grab her friend and walk off .
P.S. lao lao uncle . you bo balls ar ? scold my mother . your mother bo teach you manners ar ? KPKB with tourists . dui singaporeans de lian lazxzxzxzxzx . go home sleep la . TMD .
then .
we go le ;DD
there was 3 Tourists .
they was looking for th .
Chinatown heritage something de .
then they ask my mother for directions .
i kaypo go see see .
then i say not veh veh sure .
so i told them around THT area .
thenb they thanked and walked off le .
i dun feel good nehs .
/so i walk and find them ,.
and brought them to th place ;DD
they thanked me .
i felt so good .
seeing their smile on their face ! GOD .
it rocks !
then i told them to enjoy their trip in singapore ;DD
HOHOHOS !
i feel so proud of myself x.x
veh bad to feel this way ! DD:<
LOL .
but its a veh good thing to do worzxzxz .
later i show you my crappeh pics uhs . :DD
today went to umms .
ride th SINGAPOREEEEEEE FLYERRRRRRRR .
LOL .
shiok de la .
you all should go too .
you will loveeeeee it .
i really love tht time .
shiokkkkkkkkk .
hhas .
then .
go city hall walk walk .
makan lunch .
then SUDDENLY !
my di fell into th singapore river !
GODD !
nahs , i was kidding ._.
acctually is i suddenly want buy ring luh .
LOL .
hehs .
then accidentally go into a cpl ring shop ._.
see le veh veh sad lazxzxz . LOL .
well i sad who cares right ? :DD
so i dun care i faster walk out ._.
after like .
5+ .
moi mama de friends go home lezxzxzx .
then we go ask about . th vietnam trip worzxzxz .
heng ar .
i bo go luh ;DD
hehs .
go waste moneh DD:
my mama already want mei you qian le .
i bang ta shen qian .
LOL .
what a joke .
i rot at home play com is shen qian ._.
crappeh lehs .
LOL .
aiyahs .
better than go vietnam la .
air ticket need moneh lehs ! OO:
so i decided not to go le ;DD
hehs .
so .
we come back compass point .
my did hungry so we eat le .
then i go to de .
Bits & Pieces .
THEY SELL RINGS ! ^&*()
i bought one .
wees .
$25 nias .
with name on it ;DD
shiok ar .
can be worn on all fingers XX:
bough too big le ._.
who cares luh .
can wear okay le luhs .
hahas ./
then wear wear le .
today shopped for 12 hours !
hahs .
my mama say .
we shopped for 22 hours out of 48 hours .
we rocks >:D
LOL .
alot siol x.x
my last record was .
9 hours . then 10 hours .
FK lazxzx now 12 hours ._.
cool siol LMAO .
hahas .
then go home .
talk talk to sheryl laopo lor ;DD
she say she miss me lot lot .
unlike someone ._.
who dun even say he miss me LOL .
past le past le ;DD
dun care le ;DD
LOL .
at least got someone miss me i happy le :DD
so .
i just realised there`s this gigantic blister on moi big toe .
cannot walk ar ._.
damn pain LOL .
too much friction le XX:
wear th converse shoes so many hours ._.
LOL .
pain arzxzx .
but now at home le .
can le ;DD
so i go find th pics and show you all uhh ;DD
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
PEI HWA SECONDARY SCHOOL
培华中学
th inside says .
Name : JOCELYN TAY WAN QI
Age on 1st Jan : 12
Form Teacher : MISS KHOO JEK LIN KAREEN
Co-Form Teacher : MISS NG LI YAN
Identification No. : S95xxxxxE
Stream : NORMAL(A)
[i skipped th things tht i think is not needed ._.]
ENGLISH LANGUAGE
CA2 ; 63.8
SA2 ; 61.3
CM2 ; 60
Grade 4 .
CHINESE N(A)
CA2 ; 61.5
SA2 ; 66.0
CM2 ; 64
Grade 4
MATHETICS
CA2 ; 57.0
SA2 ; 56.5
CM2 ; 57
Grade 5
SCIENCE
CA2 ; 82.0
SA2 ; 80.0
CM2 ; 78
Grade 1
GEOGRAPHY(REVISED)
CA2 ; 53.7
SA2 ; 61.3
CM2 ; 60
Grade 4
HISTORY(REVISED)
CA2 ; VR
SA2 ; -
CM2 ; 65
Grade 3
LITERATURE(E)
CA2 ; 42.8
SA2 ; 50
CM2 ; 48
Grade U
D&T
CA2 ; VR
SA2 ; VR
CM2 ; 69
Grade 3
HOME ECONOMICS
CA2 ; 63.3
SA2 ; 61.0
CM2 ; 62
Grade 4
VISUAL ARTS
CA2 ; VR
SA2 ; VR
CM2 ; 62
Grade 5
CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION
Grade C
Total : 621 / 1000
Class position : 7 /40
Level position : 15 / 117
Percentage : 62.1 %
Results : Passed .
Condust : GOOD
Comments : Jocelyn is an intelligent & cheerful girl . She participates actively in class discussion . Keep it up !
Attendance : 164 / 167
L1B2 Aggregate : 8
Promotion Sattus : Promoted to S2 NORMAL(A)
READ THT AGAIN !
I HAVE BEEN PROMOTED !
with such suckish results .
i have been promoted !
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES .
happy siol .
going cry le .
kidding .
i bo cry .
i just laugh like siao nias .
away laughing on a fast camel ! ;DD
LOL .
now chewing th alcohol chocolate again .
sam brought some for me again .
she came to my house to .
send me photos then upload and send to her ;DD
WOOTs .
th smell of th alcohol .
WOOOTs .
swee ar .
LOL .
My PE got grade B siol DD:
sad siol LOL .
who cares la .
i dun care anyways .
okays le .
i going le .
see you all soon ~ <33333
LOL .
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
i changed my blog skin . but hor .
cannot put song de )):
put song this bloggggg .
will go haywire de .
LMAO .
so i came to post la .
LMAO .
siannnn la .
waste time finding skin .
then cannot put song .
WTH la .
dun care le la .
on song yourself ar . XX:
cannot entertain song .
if not my blog go siao . )):
LOL .
cool skin ^^ .
LMAO .
okays i go le .
baibai <3333
i`ll be backkkkk .
with my results tomorrow .
or tonight .
i come back post again ((: hahas .
baibai <333333333 ((:
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
now playing with my .
pussy . LOL .
kidding !
i playing with samantha ^^ .
she at my house .
she gimme .
alcohol chocolate .
she want make me drunk then molest me .
LOL .
kidding .
play play de .
i eat th chocolates .
OMG .
th alcohol .
RUSH OUT .
WOOTS .
so cool && nice .
but hor veh smelly .
i let samantha smell my breath LMAO .
smelly ~.
underage drinking x.x
one is .
Punssi Punseh
another one is .
Cherry Brandy .
LOL .
i think de th brand is Fazer . ?
LOL .
smelly mouth .
LOL .
smelly breath
LMAO .
stupiddddddd alcohol .
but veh nice lehs .
alcohol lehs .
hahas .
who cares de la hor ?
la chi . LOL .
sam say de ! OO:
she soooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeee .
now me && her headache le x.x LOL .
too much alcohol .
hahas .
she so happy at moi house .
i also .
-excited !-
LMAO .
who knows la ?
okays i going le .
baibai <33 .
miss me alrights ?
LMAO .
<333333333333333 ((:
NIGHTTTTT le !
came and answer some questions .
Q: Do i look like i need a man ?
A: NOOOOOOOO ! ((:
Q: Understand why humans need to die .
A: cause old le . weak le , fall down jiu die le XX:
Q: Understand why god is so mean .
A: cause GOD needs to be fair ((:
P.S. anyoneeeee know how make blogskin please !!!! tell me ar ! <33
P.P.S. got blogshop tht is get things on spot de contact me ; sms anything !
P.P.P.S. want make friends ? sms me ((:
xxxxENDDxxxx
LOL .
funny hahas .
siannnnnnn ar .
okays i nothing say le XX:
i go liaos .
Tcs ar .
<33333333333 [[:
Monday, October 20, 2008
Weeee...Nick again,I uber pro o,o helping myself with teh posting.Today went for Trekkin in somewhere land.Pierce Resevoir or something.Lazy spell.Walk in derr Jungle thingy for the Resevoir..Saw some Tombstones thingy.Girls got scared,some screamed when my teacher trip off the tracks.Cuz the tracks are like slippery and its made of wood in the middle of a tree-ish place o.o ,saw a monkey,2 squirrels.Trek and trek,the girls got scared cuz it rained in the middle of the trek.Boring..Tio bitten by mosquito in there.O,O only I tio for that one.That means im deli-cious but still inedible o.o .TOday veli HIGH cuz stuck in library slacking for hours.Till about 6 there.After getting out of teh tree-ish area,got a nice view of the resevoir.I saw a green-ish snake on a branch o.o ...Time for pictures o.o( Theres no ME in there,im too uglay D: )
Gathering at the side of the Resevoir..Boring.
Scary Flying Lizard thingy o.o..LOL yeah~Be afraid.Be very afraid.Still Boring.
Vice-Chair and Friend in the way of my zai-ness in photo's D:.Boring.
Slacking under the shade and listenin to music with my China friend.D:.Dunno what the singer singing also..Boring,but relaxing x.x
Mocking my friends and taking photo of them in their total misery of being punished by teacher for throwing rocks in the water.=UBER FUN :D.Those morons :).More of them,but only took 3.SO nice of me :D.
Weee,going home le.Tiring from mocking and laughing at my friend's patheticness :D.I am so evil.Home view.
Now i'm done with my pictures.Be afraid of them,be veehhh afraid o.o..
Weee.Bored like shell o.o Shell boh gimme discount,kick me out from petrol station x.x.
This post was from : NICK - I rocK.
backs again to post again x.x
LOL .
funneh ar .
one day post 2 times wor . XDD
i was making my guild blog just now . OO:
then it was like a success . <33
BTW its not audi de guild x.x
is maple de .
it`s called .
x3thFAMOUS .
hehs .
so not nan ting hor x.x
LOL .
but better than dheSPECIALue la XDD
tht ex ugly guild of mine .
i also GM x.x
hahas .
so who cares bout tht old guild anyways . LOL .
me lor lmao
spend 10 mil on th stupiddddd emblem la -.-
LOL .
over le la tht guild .
dunno who inside .
maybe me nias .
hahas .
dheSPECIALue VS x3thFAMOUS .
who will win ?
of course is .
x3thFAMOUS la .
more people .
name nicer .
emblem nicer .
everything nicer .
got guild blog summore .
confirm win liao le .
so clap for me .
LOL .
whatever .
i end here .
TCs <3333
love all ((:
today came blog blog only la .
sorry ar .
afew days bo post le XX:
got miss me anot ? hahas .
LMAO .
bo on cause my stupiddddddddddddd daddy .
he go pluck com cable la )):
then i lie to him say i came to do project .
yeahs i`m doing it NOW !
my blog is my project .
alil angy with him x.x
he crazehhhhhhh la .
say i talk back .
then siao siao .
pluck my com cable out de .
aiyahs .
pluck 就 pluck la .
now already get it back le ^^ .
hahas .
i love myself lotlot la LOL .
he just never fails to spoil my goodie day OO:
but who cares ?
apparently none ((:
so i go on with my stinky life .
All i have to do is .
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE myself ALOT LOT LOT !
and mai emo can le la .
alot people see me emo they will sad sad .
so i dun want them sad sad .
Anyways . i have been trying to write a poem yesterday .
LOL .
tried veh hard lehs .
but like i said .
i`m only trying la .
hahas .
but hor .
sadly it`s my bloody first time x.x
so if its not good .
dun laugh until your pants drop . your birds fly .
or maybe WORST OF TH WORST !
your nehs burst -.-
LOL .
i hope its veh nice && funneh .
LOL
but sounds so impossible .
hahas .
who caressssssssssss ?
i`m giving it a shot nias .
but you peepos cannot laugh ar !
laugh i make your neh burst if you never laugh till it burst .
or make your bird fly if you bo laugh till fly .
GOT IT ?!
LOL .
i`m mean >:D
so here goes .
ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <33
My tears sparkling brightly under th light .
Remembering th times we shared .
Thought everything was fast , yet i enjoyed all th times .
Thinking back , i realised tht i`m just being stupid .
I was trying to be nice to everyone .
Slowly also realising tht not everyone appreciates me .
No matter how much i loved you , it was never enough .
I loved you so much , i gave you all of mine .
Losing everything was nothing to me , but losing you was th pain i suffered .
I am not sure what i did , even though we got back together ,
i still dun feel your love .
It stinks .
I am going to get over you once & for all .
Thanks for th memories <3
I will cherish them .
It has been a great time for me <333 .
I hope tht you find a better life time partner .
From th start till now .
I know clearly tht .
We were never meant to be together .
Its a goodbye now .
Thanks .
Okays tht was th suckiest poem ((:
i dunno if its a poem or .
a essay -.-
LOL .
who cares ? LMAO .
if you understand GREAT ! <33 !
please comment on my lastest shyt . ((:
I LOVE ALL LOT LOT LOT <33
Hahas .
dun really laugh till your nehs burst . birds fly ar .
i wun get `em back for you de lehs .
mwak mwak i go lee . see you guys soon ~ !
BAIBAI ! <3333333333333333333333333 ((:
Friday, October 17, 2008
hahas .
i came to blog blog awhile :DD
hais .
161008 .
4.32pm .
was th most depressed time .
wth is wrong with me -.-
am i kindda like wanna FUCK myself izit ?
chibai la .
so crazy .
hais .
i`m so stressed .
exams over le .
but i feel fking stress .
it`s like i`m already trying to relax .
but it aint helping .
then today .
play audi .
got a 忠心 TX de CPL .
dunno TX ma -.-
LMAO .
his name so so long de .
--CI-LIFEx3-
i think .
LOL .
mine even longer -.-
-SiaoCharBor .
LMAO .
so whats up .
nothing ~
then on MSN .
give candy PW && Id for my audi account .
so she can help me level && license .
then .
talk to nick .
he sound so EMO .
then i was like fucking cold to him .
then he at there keep using /
=// if not
=\\
zz .
what la ?
LOL .
then i can already imagine his head .
have th word EMO written all over le .
still at there no no no ~
then dun want go wolfteam .
dun want go maple .
dun want go anywhere .
rotting at MSN .
i online nias .
he HARLOOOO .
like waiting for me -.-
but obviously he`s not waiting for me .
well who cares .
if he`s waiting for his new girl or me .
i`m not interested .
all i care now is .
i have to forget .
unless i find a solution la .
LOL .
which i cant .
then talk to lianah also .
at there share story hahas .
sad love storys -.-
so pathetic la LOL .
well .
everything must be shared if you`re friends .
happy or sad .
so i shared with her .
had quite a laugh ((:
she still loves me .
well at least she does <33
i hope tht .
she love me more LOL .
kidding ~
i`m no lezzie .
i bet she isn`t too .
so i gave up rotting at MSN .
i go audi rot again .
help Dom pass his audi license .
for NOTHING .
just because i was bored .
so i rot and i play with his account and anyhow play .
then license pass .
his stupid license only to get to level 7 lame .
dunno why today so much jiao wei .
LOL .
so i rot at audi awhile .
come out .
then i miss him le .
so stupid .
LOL .
so sucks .
then .
on MSN .
sww nobody to talk to .
talk to daddy .
then he tell me alot . )):
want see th conver ?
suan le .
too many -.-
i just kept going on and on how th hell much i miss him -.-
which make me sound so idoit .
but who knows ?
i really miss him -.-
so it`s so pointless .
even if i`m 忠心 he might not be -.-
he got so many girls tht want him de !
SO MANY LA >
FROM SG QUEUE TO USA .
MAYBE EVEN A LONGER QUEUE .
THEN I SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO UGLY DE .
HE WANT ME .
THEN I GO DITCH HIM .
THEN I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID !
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO
STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD .
but th fact is .
i dun feel his love much .
sometimes .
he just go on and on about things i dun wanna know .
but i`m sure tht he listens to me too .
there are alot times he listen to me .
many many lot lot times he listen to me .
before we even stead .
he so caring .
it`s not tht i mean he`s not caring .
i mean he`s no as caring as before ~.~
LOL .
i sound so fucking mean .
accutally .
said no to EMO le .
but hor .
listen to my blog de song .
turn into a fucking retard emo le -.-
then now i`m like .
101% sure tht i miss him )):
then i dunno what to say to him -.-
i sound so scary .
i keep finding excuses for myself .
cause i dunno what to do )):
i know i suck -.-
but th problem is .
i dunno what i must to at times .
i`m just so confused tht .
i go crazy .
and then just do crazy things .
and then .
GO WOOOOOOOSH .
and then back -.-
back to my normal self .
then normal .
non-joker type .
and normal non-crazy type .
just th kindda serious type .
or i would prefer to call it EMO -.-
LOL .
sucks hor /
i thought i already said no to EMO KING le .
but sadly .
he still comes a bother me .
he`s so irritating .
i hate EMO KING .
YOU BETTER FUCK FAR FAR FROM ME HAR !
YOU GOT IT ?!
FUCK FAR FAR !
LOL .
i really mad .
and i dunno how long is this post going to be .
i just know tht .
i really .
hope to know tht .
if i`m TX ; 忠心 .
which i`m like 120% sure tht i am .
hais .
if only i could choose .
choose what is th ending .
i would be happier .
i just feel ultra BADDDDDD now .
i want my penknif e.
but i dunno where to cut .
so i give up on penknife .
and get on with life .
and god doesn`t want me to die .
he gave me such "good" results *(as i would call `em )
then i dun wanna die le .
)):
hais .
suan le la .
i get it le la .
i SUCK .
final .
fullstop .
then i`m now like th most DEPRESSED LADY ON EARTH !
hais fuck la )):
i dun want say le this post damn long de .
i go le baibai DD:
i love all <33 )):
Labels: i`m so confused .
Thursday, October 16, 2008
today here to post post uhh .
changed blog song .
and decided tht .
i`m going to be depressed XDD .
for afew more days .
hahas .
then i go bonkers again .
weeeeeeeeeees .
ilovemyself la .
today got back afew results .
i mean within this week .
got back all la .
CHINESE
Paper 1
41 out of 70
Paper 2
41 out of 60
Paper 3
14 out of 20
HOME ECON
37 and th half out of 50
MATHS
Paper 1
30 out of 50
Paper 2
26 and th half out of 50
GEOGRAPHY
49 out of 80
ENGLISH
Paper 2
50 out of 80
cher bo give paper 1 )):
SCIENCE
80 out of 100
might be a dream XDD
LIT
25 out of 50
hais . kns )):
thts th results
well not overall la .
just th papers .
i think i love science SOOOOOOOO much XDD .
then bo study also get 80
hahas .
i hao lian la -.-
okays la .
nai for now ?
<33 [[;
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
hahas .
i very long bo post le hor ?
hahas .
busy audi-ing ma .
XDD .
then .
also v lazy come post .
i just see && go le .
pics updated too .
hahas .
if you think i`m a bitch .
please kindly get your hands
off my web .
acuse this is mine .
and you are not allowed to rip it or what so ever .
i have a ™ ! LMAO .
whatever .
very happy .
cause .
so far my papers .
never even fail one .
so damn happy /
well for myself nias la F2 .
hahas .
BTW changing blog song .
but dunno what song to change to .
anyone got any suggestions ?
8DD
tag to tell moi !
hahas .
loved to changed to th song you like .
well .
kindda la .
LMAO .
and my di is like licking his plate now ?
then now staring at th screen .
i blame me .
LOL .
cause he`s totally mad .
like me .
((8
so ,
i`m kindda like gonna be a inactive blogger .
until i sian audi .
LOL .
cause i find audi very "INTERESTING"
LOL .
funny but true .
whatever la .
i love myself so much tht i wanna start slashing again -.-
someone please get me a penknife la .
LOL .
loved to see more ugly ugly scars on moi hand .
maybe some blood too .
i`m insane .
offically INSANEEEEEEEEE~.
dots .
whatever .
i go le .
audi liaos .
bai for now !
<33 ((:
i love all .
Friday, October 10, 2008
owner is back for her darling lil blog .
thanks to nick posting .
LMAO .
today is vic`s birthday .
and i offically say baibai to.
EXAMS .
they sucks .
i hate exams .
i`ll now say ,
"baibai exams dun come back till next year ."
LOL .
shiok la .
no more le .
can scream && jump about liaos .
YEEHA .
well .
many things happended .
but i dun give a damn about it .
cause its nothing .
just crap .
so i will post soon .
maybe tonight play audi with XT de di .
sian-ed lor .
tmd.
yawns .
so i guess .
its a bai for now ?
<33 ((:
Thursday, October 2, 2008